What Scares My Soul?

So much.

I’m scared that I’m too much, and I’m scared that I’m not enough.
I’m scared that I feel too deeply, and I’m scared of not being able to feel at all.
I’m scared that I’m too dark, and I’m scared of my light.
I’m scared that I love myself in excess, and I’m scared that I’ll never love myself enough.
I’m scared of being rejected, and I’m scared of rejecting what is right for me.
I’m scared of being too ordinary, and I’m scared of not being ordinary enough.
I’m scared of my ego, and I’m scared of my insecurity.
I’m scared that I’m too selfish, and I’m scared that I’m a pushover.
I’m scared that if I put myself first I’ll let others downs, and I’m scared that if I put others first, I’ll let myself down.
I’m scared of truth-telling, and I’m scared of secrets.

Mostly, I’m scared of staying stagnant.
This fear, it turns out, saves me from collapsing under all my other fears. So at least there is that ☺.

I invite you to come be scared with me (I promise it makes it a little less scary that way).

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